i got a job that starts on monday. awesome as it is, am i missing out on something?

anyways, i was blog hoppin until i saw something interesting. very interesting indeed, that i wanna share with. i hope the blogger don't mind me grabbing excerpts of its content.


"
only if, i could play football with no guilt.
only if, i could watch football with no worries.
only if, i feel appreciated before telling i don't.
only if, lesser anger and tantrums were thrown at us.
only if, i have a reason to be proud.
only if, i was entitled to solitary walks.
only if, you'd understand the things i did for you.
only if, i didn't feel being constricted.
only if, you could care less about my hair cuts.
only if, i could be who i really am around you.
only if, i am allowed being the person i was that fell for you.

only if.


- 30 April 2008 "


its funny how this person deals with things. but his/her poem entitled "only if" was tad direct. and i was wondering whether the term "you" in the poem, refers to a monster that exists?

in a hell i'm burning.