its 5 weeks since my new project started. and i am impress with the progress i have made, not. so tell me, is it me or is it really an intrusion of edinburgh?

realise this. a day before.

kt: you must understand that he got complications in his project.

he: no, he's got complications in his head.

a conversation about myself. it was all for the good of fun.

it didn't take long to push someone back to ground zero. truthfully, i never felt any stupid-er in my entire life before today. it was a mistake, worth chopping my fingers off. throughout the questioning, i myself was asking me questions why i chose to ignore the new sequence which is totally different from other sequences. i figured the EST sequence was the one distracting me away to consume the load.

he is right, this is the consequences of being too concentrated. perhaps i should dilute my juices more. i was too engrossed with the processes i learned.

some people rather stay in singapore and get paid for their SIP/MP. it didn't occur to me at all. i am here in thailand, despite the low blows, i am gonna stick through it like bear and his honey. which he will come back for more.

the hardest part is letting go of your drink.