everything is getting harder everyday. processes getting complicated. work piling up, and i am doing as much as i can in a day.

• subculture transformed tobacco plants to decontaminate
• culture agrobacterium into LB broth
• prepare hormones and antibiotics
• subculture cell suspension
• prepare materials to autoclave

among the things i did today. i am holding on as much as i can, with the Proposal coming up, due 10 November. slept at 12am and 7 hours later, i am still tired. while waiting for the UV light in the laminar flowhood to switch off, i slept for 20 minutes. i don't know what's eating up my energy. probably the food i eat.

since we're at food, the owner of the lan shop talked to me before i went off yesterday. he's from pakistan and invited me over to his place for a meal or two since he's muslim too. and also invited me to his brother's restaurant 20 minutes away from the dorm.

i wonder, why people are very nice here. probably because i am a foreigner? but sometimes, when people are too nice and warm towards yourself, you have doubts.

now i have doubts to whether i should wait for the most irritating person in my life, right now, to finish using the camera since i need it to take photos of the development. i am actually pretty excited at the prospects of the embryos growing. some of them turned green and i though to myself, "finally, life has a colour!"

but i don't wanna be weird, loving plants such as oil palm.

i heard you've been bleeding.